The shadow of Gate 41 in my Saturn... being a "victim" when lacking structure... I am not sure if I should die worrying that this will be my biggest "punisher" if I don't live accordingly to my design... But yes, I have been warned by several HD teachers ;P
You know, I feel like pretty much all of my chart has resonated with me as I’ve learned about it… being a 2/5, having my completely open SP, my variables and colors & tones, even my base…consecutive appetite was revelatory and made me cry with recognition… the magic square… the more I dive, the more I see myself! It’s amazing!
the only one that really took me time to get was being a generator 😅 The way everyone describes us as having all this energy and needing to work and blah blah blah… it just did not connect for me. Like nah. I have never myself with a need to move and used energy like everyone says I should be like. It was when I looked at my sacral’s defining channel (the 9-52) that it clicked. I DO have boundless energy to focus and concentrate. People have always been in awe of that about me. I need to use up THAT kind of energy in order to feel satisfied. Not moving around and doing stuff and working in the ways that everyone always talk about.
For me, the big "aha" was learning I was a Projector with an undefined Sacral and the strategy to be recognized and wait for the invitation. It shed so much light and understanding on past interactions. It felt like a weight being lifted off my shoulders, a guilt I could shed and stop "owning" as mine.
5/2 also caught my eye when I first heard about human design— I do realize looking back— I never spent time describing my workings but just perhaps , life flows better when we do :)
The part of my chart that resonates is my undefined sacral and undefined solar plexus. And that I am a 5/1! Actually the 5 really landed when I contemplated all the parts of my career I loved most. I used to deny it but I really did love being the hero
Your MAP has been helpful. I realized that even though someone booked a consultation call with me for my services, she was not energetically inviting me. At first it felt like being slapped in the face. But then after reading my HD map i could see that it was the universe just showing me what a real invitation is. (I could feel energetically her resistance but plowed through anyway since she had booked the call. But lesson learned!)
Yes, that is a tough lesson to learn. Especially since it is common to hear people tell projectors that if someone pays them, it means they are invited. And that just is NOT how it works. Invitation is really about that openness to your insights, wisdom, and adjustments.
The shadow of Gate 41 in my Saturn... being a "victim" when lacking structure... I am not sure if I should die worrying that this will be my biggest "punisher" if I don't live accordingly to my design... But yes, I have been warned by several HD teachers ;P
That sounds like an awfully disempowering approach to Saturn because it is putting so much power outside of YOU. ;)
You know, I feel like pretty much all of my chart has resonated with me as I’ve learned about it… being a 2/5, having my completely open SP, my variables and colors & tones, even my base…consecutive appetite was revelatory and made me cry with recognition… the magic square… the more I dive, the more I see myself! It’s amazing!
the only one that really took me time to get was being a generator 😅 The way everyone describes us as having all this energy and needing to work and blah blah blah… it just did not connect for me. Like nah. I have never myself with a need to move and used energy like everyone says I should be like. It was when I looked at my sacral’s defining channel (the 9-52) that it clicked. I DO have boundless energy to focus and concentrate. People have always been in awe of that about me. I need to use up THAT kind of energy in order to feel satisfied. Not moving around and doing stuff and working in the ways that everyone always talk about.
For me, the big "aha" was learning I was a Projector with an undefined Sacral and the strategy to be recognized and wait for the invitation. It shed so much light and understanding on past interactions. It felt like a weight being lifted off my shoulders, a guilt I could shed and stop "owning" as mine.
5/2 also caught my eye when I first heard about human design— I do realize looking back— I never spent time describing my workings but just perhaps , life flows better when we do :)
The part of my chart that resonates is my undefined sacral and undefined solar plexus. And that I am a 5/1! Actually the 5 really landed when I contemplated all the parts of my career I loved most. I used to deny it but I really did love being the hero
Yep, being the hero is amazing when it's "correct"!
Your MAP has been helpful. I realized that even though someone booked a consultation call with me for my services, she was not energetically inviting me. At first it felt like being slapped in the face. But then after reading my HD map i could see that it was the universe just showing me what a real invitation is. (I could feel energetically her resistance but plowed through anyway since she had booked the call. But lesson learned!)
Yes, that is a tough lesson to learn. Especially since it is common to hear people tell projectors that if someone pays them, it means they are invited. And that just is NOT how it works. Invitation is really about that openness to your insights, wisdom, and adjustments.
I love Dan McClellan!
I love hearing that!!